Psy

رفع ضغطي ذا المزعج لايك اوكي فهمنا انت مركز على دوري وظيفة ثانية انو انتي فيها مؤقتا و امو ما اوقف قدام يعني كأنه مستحي اني اشتغل في فندق like asshole a job is a job if another one pops up great if not stop bothering me about it besides it's not a dead end job I could get into management and administration in the hotel too so why he keeps downplaying what I do. He bothered me about it so much I don't want to talk to him about my day. Fcking men I s2g I'm gonna masturbate and sleep im tired af.

My husband is a hypocritice.
He only says and does things so he can get manipulate me into sex.fck him.

If I could rewrite his goddamn personality I would.
Man I swear to god he pisses me.off so much I wish terrible things happen to him. Sometimes I wish he never comes home,sometimes I wish he injures himself,I wish I wish I wish.

I'm going to learn Chinese this year.
Possibly German too

The purge has begun.....

Ever since I got married I felt a strange sense of loneliness. I live in a house with a man I barely trust. A man I don't hate but I would be lying if I said I loved him. I simply co exist with him. He seems invested in this marriage. And he likes Sex a lot. He seems so into it. Too bad not only do o hate sex but I failed to climax on every occasion we did the deed. Everytime I'm in my family home I wish I could just stay there,in my old room. At least here I don't feel like I'm under an obligation. I don't to go back to my home but I have no choice. My husband will return soon and I must be there for him. After all,it's a wife's duty to attend to her husband's needs.
I wonna be home.
Here.
Not there.
I hate my life,but I do what I can to make it tolerable.