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Once again the internet comforts me in ways no one else can do.
Also my husband can fck off with is attitude
He is used to getting his way and refuses a
To acknowledge he was wrong about something.
He refuses to act like an adult and talk things out and he just expects things to get done.
He hasn't spoken to me in two days and the first he says to me to day is why haven't you made lunch.
Fck you and your lunch. You don't deserve me. I tried for you,I kept trying to fix things between but you don't care.
I am tired and sick I can't handle this anymore.

Man child 2

Feb. 9th, 2019 02:54 am
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If I could rewrite his goddamn personality I would.
Man I swear to god he pisses me.off so much I wish terrible things happen to him. Sometimes I wish he never comes home,sometimes I wish he injures himself,I wish I wish I wish.

Man child

Feb. 9th, 2019 02:51 am
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My husband is,for the lack of a better term, a goddamn man child.
He refuses to acknowledge he made a mistake and everything wrong is my own fault. Even when I tried to reason things and say it a misunderstanding on both of our parts he still claims it's all me.
I need to stop treating him like an adult and start treating him like the man baby he is.
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I'm going to learn Chinese this year.
Possibly German too
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I have moved to wordpress now. And got the BRILLIANT idea to start writing my Fire Emblem Heroes fanfic there.
I put the beginning there of course.
But still working out the details.

It's time

Dec. 17th, 2018 10:43 pm
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The purge has begun.....
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I don't want to go back to that place. I don't want to leave my mama's home. I don't want to go.
I don't want to be a wife. I don't want to be a mom.
I don't want a husband. I don't want this life.

Homesick

Dec. 7th, 2018 02:20 pm
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Ever since I got married I felt a strange sense of loneliness. I live in a house with a man I barely trust. A man I don't hate but I would be lying if I said I loved him. I simply co exist with him. He seems invested in this marriage. And he likes Sex a lot. He seems so into it. Too bad not only do o hate sex but I failed to climax on every occasion we did the deed. Everytime I'm in my family home I wish I could just stay there,in my old room. At least here I don't feel like I'm under an obligation. I don't to go back to my home but I have no choice. My husband will return soon and I must be there for him. After all,it's a wife's duty to attend to her husband's needs.
I wonna be home.
Here.
Not there.
I hate my life,but I do what I can to make it tolerable.
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Hello everyone!
Guess who found out about this place after the great Tumblr purge.
This guy!
And yea I know it well never be Tumblr but hey I'm willing to give it a shot. I gave Livejournal one back in the day.

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